Moon Will You Come Out Tonight?

I am waiting for the moon to come out tonight. 

I no longer can wait.  I have waited so long for this or that.

I sit here under the moon praying here tonight.

Lord, is there soulmates?  Is there such a thing? I wish I could believe.  I was told once by a friend, a friend with wings who was around to comfort me.  "In Christ all is possible, I just have to believe."

So I sit here under the moon praying and for the first time in my life; I choose to say in soulmates I believe.  Why not?  I have struggled with that concept all my life.  I realize it is either yes I believe or no I do not believe. Not complicated at all it is as simple as can be.

I have seen troubles but I have also seen so much wonder, beauty, kindness, gentleness and love.  So why not? 

So I sit here under the moon and I pray,

Soulmate wherever you are, whomever you should be, please catch up to me. 

Please catch up to me, if and only if.
I gently ask, I beg you, I implore you and ask you please,  if you want, if you need, if you would please hurry catch up to me.

Do I want, do I need, would I be pleased if you caught up with me?

Dear Soulmate,  I want, I need, I ask you please catch up with me. 

I miss the sunsets we never got to see together.  I miss the oceans we never got to sail on together.  I miss your hand that never held mine.  I long for your warm embrace that I have never felt.  I wonder how it would ever feel for once to you there and catch me if I fall? I hurt at the thought of knowing I was not there for you when you needed me.  My heart cries to know you have been out there wandering all alone, out there by yourself, without me.

I listen to wind as the breeze passes by, my spirit listens and wonders my dear soulmate are you calling for me?

Dear  Soulmate, I miss you, please find me.