The Colors I See

The colors I see such beauty and peace as the waters start to reside.  Soon there will a beach for me.  I see it.  How lovely the sun above and the sand between my toes. 

Here I Stand

Here I stand in the middle of the deepest part of the sea.  I love the currents and I love the gentleness of the waves.  I let my feet go as I lay and I start to drift up and I know what is above.  My heart, spirit, and soul is grateful.  Thank you Lord.

Little Did I Know

Little did I know but I followed my heart and created an ocean in this place where nothing is real.  The currents took me here and there and in the gentleness tossed me to and fro.  Yesterday I came across words that released chains and the lightness that has come is quite lifting and has left my heart floating from the inside.  An undescribeable feeling that I know I must explore more.  By connecting the cords that were pulled apart and frayed are now unconnecting quite gently and tenderly and unraveling so.  Not by my hand but either way it is so. 

I am protected in the waters of my ocean that hold and comfort me as they once did when I was a little girl who was extremely frightened, lost, and alone. 

Here in this ocean the gentle tears mix with the ocean, hide in the current, and find their freedom in the waves that go.  Are they tears of sadness or are they tears of joy?  That is between me, my heart, my spirit, and my soul.  The ocean, my truest friend will never betray me and keep my secret as I find myself finding my path to once again be whole.